Maa aur Behn
Episode 20
liya…saba jaladi se mere taraf ghumi….aur apne barmade main padhi
charpai par rakhe kapdhe ko utha kar pehale mere lun ko saaf kiya aur
phir apni phudi ko…”chachi aaj tumhe kya ho gaya…tum baar -2 faiz ka
zikar kyon kar rahi thee….”
Maine apni shalwar ka nada bandhate hue kaha….saba ke gaal sharam
se laal surakh ho gaye….usne nazare jhukate hue kaha…”phir kabhi
batungi…abhi tum jao…faiz aur uske dada dadi kissi bhee waqt wapis aa
sakte hai….wo log waha se 2 baje ke nikle hue hai….abb muje samaj
main aya tha ki, saba aaj itani jalad baji main kyon thee….mai waha se
nikal kar apne ghar ki taraf chal padha…jab ghar phuncha toh najeeba
school se wapis aa chuki thee…sana ke majoodgi main abb humare
darmayaan baat cheet band ho gaye thee….sirf ankho – 2 main baat hoti
thee….wo bhee uske taraf se… uss din aur koi baat naa hui…..agli
subhe main roj ki tarah utha….aur bathroom main chala gaya….jab fresh
hokar bahar aya toh, dekha ki, nazia najeeba abu aur sana sab dinning
table par bethe khanna kha rahe thee…muje dekh nazia ne khanna
beech main chora aur mere liye plate main khanna daalane lagee….main
wahi beth gaya….aur phir sab ke sath nasta karke apne room main aa
gaya….kal ki bus wali baat mere jehan main thee….lekin main usse
jayada umeed nahi laga kar betha tha…
Aaj nazia ke abbu se baat karne ke lehaje main thodi narmi thee….jab
khanne ke table par dono normal hokar baat kar rahe thee,….tab muje
andaza ho gaya tha ki, nazia aaj abbu aur najeeba ke sath bike par hee
jayege….isliye maine tayar hone main koi jaladbaji nahi kee…aur apne
room main akar beth gaya….abhi kuch hee waqt gujara tha ki, muje
bahar se abbu ke awaz sunai dee…wo najeeba ko bula rahe thee….
Abbu: baita jaladi karo….tumhe school ke liye der ho rahi hai….
Najeeba: aye abbu jee….
Uske baad maine apne room ke door par akar dekha toh, abbu apni bike
ghar se bahar nikal rahe thee…..nazia bhee barmade main tayar khadi
thee….najeeba apne room se bahar aye bahar chali gaye…mai ye dekh
kar harian reh gaya ki, nazia aaj bhee abbu ke sath nahi gaye thee….kal
toh abbu aur nazia ke beech anban lag rahi thee…aur kal toh nazia bus
ka haal bhee dekh chuki thee….phir bhee meri samanj se bahar tha ki,
nazia abbu ke sath kyon nahi gaye….tabhi mere dil main aya ki, kahi wo
meri wajhe se yani uss nakaab kosh ladke wajhe se toh nahi ruki…..jaise
hee ye khayal mere maan main aya…toh mera lun ayase shalwar main
tight hua ki poocho mat….aaj tak mera lun itani shiddat se kabhi sakhat
nahi hua tha…lun ke nashe phatane ko ho gaye thee….dil joro se
dhadak raha tha…ki aaj kya naya hone wala hai….
Bus ka time ho raha tha….mai jaladi se tayar hone laga…..maine
najeeba ke diye hue kal wale kapdhe hee pehan liye….kyon mere pass
kapdho ka wahi ek joda tha… jiski pehchaan nazia ko nahi
thee….najeeba ke ilawa koi bhee un kapdho ko dekh kar ye nahi keh
sakta tha ki ye sameer hai….jisne chehare ko rumaal se dhak rakha
hai… maine apne room ka door band kiya hua tha,…..muje bahar se
nazia ke awaz sunai dee….”sana main jaa rahi hun….”
Sana: jee phuphi….
Uske baad muje gate ke khulane ke awaz aye….maine jaladi -2 kapdhe
pehane aur apna bag utha kar room se bahar aa gaya…sana bahar
barmade main hee bethi hui thee… maine ek baar uski taraf dekha toh
usne nazre jhuka lee….mai bina kuch bole gate khol kar bahar aa
gaya….aur tej kadmo se main road ki taraf jane laga…chalate-2 maine
apne chehare par rumaal bhee bandh liya….takreeban 10 minute paidal
chalane ke baad mai main road par phuncha toh, maine dekha ki, aaj city
ke taraf jane wale logo ke bheed pehale ke muqable thodi kam
thee…..wo muje baad main pata chala tha ki, ek naye bus aur shuru ho
gaye hai…jiske wajhe se abb kuch log 15 minute pehali wale bus se jaa
chuke thee….
Meri nazar nazia ko talaash kar rahi thee…tabhi nazia muje ek paidh ke
neeche khadi nazar aye….usne bhee apne chehare ko chhaddar se
cover kiya hua tha…main use uske libaas se pehchaan gaya tha….nahi
toh main use kabhi pehachan bhee naa pata….nazia ke jab maine tayar
dekha toh usne pink color ka shalwar kameez pehana hua tha…. Uske
shalwar kameez ko dekh kar hee main use pehachan paya tha….main
uski taraf hee dekh raha tha ki, uski nazar bhee muj par padhi….jahir se
baat thee ki, wo bhee muje meri dress se pehchaan gaye ho
gaye….pehachane ka matlab ki wo pehachan gaye thee ki, main kal wala
ladka hee hun…jo uske peeche khada tha…usne kuch paalo ke liye meri
taraf dekha aur phir idhar udhar dekhane lagee….
Maine bhee apne nazre dusri janib kar lee….jaha par school ke kuch
ladkyan khadi thee… beech-2 main jab main nazia ke taraf dekhata toh,
uski nazar muj par hee hoti… wo ajeeb se nazro se muje dekh rahi hoti…
aur jab humari nazare takarti toh, wo apna face ghuma kar idhar udhar
dekhane lag jati…mere dil main toofan utha tha….lun pent ke ander
ayase jhatke maar raha tha….ki jayse nazia muje abhi phudi dene ke liye
tayar khadi ho…halaki uss waqt tak main ye nahi janta tha ki, akhir nazia
ke dil main hai kya…jo main soch raha tha…wo mera weham bhee ho
sakta tha…..thodi der main bus aa gaye,…..aaj bhee bus main bheed
thee…baithane ko jagah toh nahi thee….lekin phir bhee kal ke hisaab se
bheed thodi kam thee…
Sab log bus main chadhane lagee…toh maine nazia ke taraf dekha…wo
bus ke door ke taraf jate hue muje hee dekh rahi thee…jaise hee wo bus
ke door ke pass phunchi toh, main bhee uske peeche aa gaya…aur uske
peeche hee bus main chadh gaya….aaj bhee kai log khade thee….lekin
kal ke tarah dhakam muka nahi tha….mere peeche kuch aur log
chadhe….aur bus chal padhi…nazia theek mere agge khadi thee….aaj
hum dono ke beech chand inch ka fansala tha…maine kuch der tak wait
kya..aur ek baar bus main majood sabhi logo ka jayza lekar thoda sa
agge sarka….toh mere body ka front part gair mamooli tareeke se naiza
ke back ke sath touch hone laga…lun toh ghar se nikalate waqt se hee
khada tha….maine sab par nazar rakhate hue thoda agge ke aur khiska
toh mera lun nazia ke shalwar aur kameez ke paale ke ooper uske moti
se bund par touch hua toh, usne apna face ghuma kar peeche ki taraf
ayse dekha ki, kissi ko ahsaas naa ho ki wo meri taraf dekh rahi hai…
Uske ankho main kitani gehari thee…kyon uss waqt muje uski ankhe hee
nazar aa rahi thee…naqaab ke wajhe se….ankho main gehare kaale
rang ka surma uske ankho ko aur dilkash bana raha tha….use dekh kar
koi ye nahi keh sakta tha ki, uske ek baity hai jo ki 9th class main padhati
hogi….uske taraf se koi harqat naa pakar meri himmat aur badhi… aur
main agge ke taraf khisak kar majeed peeche se usse chipak gyaa… abb
mera lun jo ki full hard tha…nazia ke kameez ke paale aur shalwar ke
kapdhe ko uski bund ke line main dabata hua ander jaa ghussa….lekin
main uske bund ke line ko touch nahi kar paya….kyoni uske panty beech
main aa gaye thee…jo sara maza kharab kar rahi thee….lekin mera
ayase karne se naiza ka poora badan tharthara gaya…usne apne sath
wali seat ke pust par lage lohe ke pipe ko kaske pakad liya….
Uske unglyon ki girfaat uss pipe par kasti jaa rahi thee….jisse jahir ho
raha tha ki, use mere lun ka apni bund main ahsaas jaroor ho raha hai…
mai ye bhee note kar raha tha ki, nazia ke agge adhe foot ke jagah khali
hai…agar use koi pershani yaan aitraaj hota toh, wo agge ki taraf khisak
sakti thee….lekin wo wahi khadi thee….main bhe bus ke jhatko ke sath
-2 beech -2 main apni kamar ko harkat dekar agge ki taraf ghaasa maar
daita…toh nazia ka jism buri tarah kanap jata…nazia bhee poori tarah
garam ho chuki thee….aur mera bhee bura haal thaa…takreeban 10
minute baad pehala stop aya… jo ki ek factory ke bahar tha…uss factory
main kaam karne wale bhut sare log waha utare toh, bhut sari seats khali
ho gaye….maine jaladi se window seat par bethate hue apne age wali
seat ki pust par hath rakh diya…
Mai dil hee dil main dua kar raha tha ki nazia mera ishara samaj jaye ki,
mai use apne se agge wali seat par bethane ko keh raha hun….aur hua
bhe wayse hee, nazia mujse agge wali seat par beth gaye…ye sab
maine iss liye kiya tha ki, uss bus main mai kai dafa aa jaa chukka tha…
faiz bhee kai baar mere sath bus main hee college jaya karta tha. Kyon ki
raste main bus main ladkyon ke sath cherkhani karne ka moka mil jata
tha… muje maloom tha ki, bus ke seat aur pust ke beech 3 inch ka gap
hai… jisme se hum akasar hath daal kar ladkyon ke gaand masla kar
maze laite thee…
Aur kuch ladkyan toh khud apni bund utha kar apni phudi par unglyan
ragara kar maze karte thee…jaise hee nazia mere se agge wali seat par
bethi…toh mera dil ghbarhat aur anzaani se khushi main dhak dhak
karne laga…maine apni tighs par apna bag rakha hua tha….ki mere hath
ke harqat kissi ko nazar na aye….jaiyse hee bus dobara chali….maine
apna ek bag ke neeche se lejakar seat aur pust ke gap ke taraf badhana
shuru kar diya…mere bagal wali seat par ek bujarg adami betha hua tha..
isliye muje uski koi jayada parwah nahi thee….maine dhere-2 apna hath
agge badhate hue seat aur pust ke gap se agge ki taraf push kiya toh,
meri unglyan kissi inthaa naramo naujak cheez par jakar dab
gaye….nazia ne chonkate hue peeche ke taraf face ghuma kar meri taraf
dekha…toh main thoda ghabara bhee gaya…lekin maine apna hath
peeche nahi kiya…kuch pal meri taraf dekhane ke baad usne apna face
agge ki janib kar liya….
Maine apne hath ko aur agge ke taraf badhaya…aur nazia ke bund par
apna hath pherane laga…..ye sab karne main muje thodi dikaat ho rahi
thee…nazia apni bund seat par tikaye bethi thee…jisse muje bikul bhee
maza nahi aa raha tha…maine apna hath wapis khench liya….aur
sochane laga ki mera agla step kya hoga…..achank mere dimag main
kuch aya…maine apna bag khola usme se ek copy nikali aur pen bhee
nikal liya…maine ek page par likha….
”mera naam vicky hai…..kya main aapka naam jaan sakta hun…muje
pata hai ki, tumhe bhee mere sath maza aa raha tha….aa raha tha naa…
muje poora yakeen hai ki, tumhari panty kal aur aaj dono din jaroor geeli
ho gaye ho gee…lekin sach kahun toh, tumhari panty ke wajhe se poora
maza nahi aata…..kal apni shalwar ke neeche se panty mat pehan kar
ana….kasam se aysa maza dunga ki, din main tare nazar aa jayenge
tumhe….”
Maine wo page fada aur use fold karke apni jeb main daal liya….phir
copy aur pen bag main daala aur wait karne laga….thodi der baad mera
college aa gaya….lekin main waha par nahi utara….maine ticket pehale
se agge tak le rakhi thee….kareeb 5 minute baad wo stop aya….jaha par
nazia ne utarana tha…..wo apni seat se khadi hui…apne purse ko kandh
par tanga aur bus ke door ki taraf jane lagee…main bhee jaladi se khada
hua apna bag kandhe par taang karke uske peeche jakar khada ho
gaya…jab wo seat se uth kar ghoomi thee toh uski nazar muj par padhi
thee…use sab maloom tha ki, main abhi bhee uske peeche khada hun…
abhi bus ruki nahi thee ki, sare log line main khade ho chuke
thee….maine apne jeb se wo parchi nikali aur apna hath neeche karke
agge ki taraf khiska…aur maine wo parchi nazia ke hath main jayse hee
pakadi toh, nazia ne chonk kar neeche ki taraf dekha…main uske hath ke
muthi ko band karne par laga hua tha….
Ki wo parchi ko pakad lee…..lekin shayad uske khayalton se use roka
hua tha…lekin phir kuch der baad maine jab apna hath hataya toh, usne
wo parchi pakad rakhi thee… uske baad log neeche utarne
lagee…..main bhee nazia ke peeche utar aya…aur bina uski taraf
dekhe…road ki dusri taraf chala gaya…waha rickshaw pakad kar apne
college ke liye chal padha…..college toh phunch gaya tha…lekin aaj
mera dil kissi bhee kaam main nahi lag raha tha…main yahi sochata raha
ki, wo manzar kaysa hoga jab nazia meri neeche laity hui mera lun apni
phudi main lekar mujse chudawa rahi hogi…
Mai aysa kya karun….ki nazia mujse chudwane ke liye tayar ho
jaye….faiz bhee college aya hua tha….lekin maine usse koi jayada baat
cheet nahi kee apne hee khalyon main khoya raha;…aur sochata raha ki,
nazia ko pataun…poora din mere dimag main yahi sab chalta raha…ek
baat mere dimaag main ye bhee thee ki, nazia nahi janati ki wo ladka
main hun…aur wo sab in kapdho ke wajhe se hai…jisme usne muje
kabhi nahi dekha hai…nazia ke nazar ghar par kabhi bhee in kapdho par
nahi padhani chahye… aur muje ayase do teen jode aur chahye
honge….jo naye ho….lekin mere pass itane paise nahi thee ki, main
naye kapdhe khareed sakta…..bhut der sochane ke baad maine socha
kyon naa aaj abbu ke bank jakar unse paise maang loon…lekin agar
waha jata toh, nazia ke samane anne ka bhee khatara tha…
College khatam hua toh faiz aur main college se bahar nikale toh, faiz
stand se apni bike lekar aa gaya…”yaar faiz tere pass kuch payse hai
kya…..?” maine aaj tak kissi dost se ayase paise udhar nahi liye
the…..”kya hua kitane paise chahye….?” Faiz ne meri taraf dekh kar
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