Maa aur Behn
Episode 3
Mai: nahi rehane do…mujse tablet nahi khai jati…
Najeeba abhi wahi khadi thee…mai bed se utha aur uth kar jaise hee
light on kee toh, najeeba jo ki mere taraf dekh rahi thee…usne apne
nazare jhuka lee….tab muje ahsaas hua ki, mai sirf underwear main bed
par laita hua tha….mera lun jo ke under wear main bada sa tambu
banaye hue tha…uski shape saaf nazar aa rahi thee….muje jab apni
galati ka ahsaas hua toh, maine jaladi se towel utha kar apni kamar par
lapait liya…” sorry wo main….” Isse pehale ki main kuch bol
pata….najeeba bol padhi…. “its ok…”
Mai: nahi najeeba…..phir bhee muje iss baat ka dhayan rakhana chahye
tha ki, tum room main ho….aur main kiss halaat main tha….please muje
maaf kar do….
Najeeba: its ok…aap bahir toh nahi thee naa….apne hee room main
thee…aap apne room main jaise chahain reh sakate hai….
Mai: phir bhee tumhare samane muje aisi halat main nahi hona chahye
tha…tumhe bura laga hoga….
Najeeba; (abhi bhee sar jhukaye hue khadi thee….uske gaal laal seb ki
tarah surkh hokar dehak rahe thee…uske honto par halki se muskan
pheli hui thee….) nahi toh muje kyon bura lagega…
Mai: (najeeba apne sath itana open dekh kar meri bhee himmat badhane
lagee thee… maine bhee andhere main nishaana lagaya…) accha aagar
tumhe bura nahi laga toh, phir sar kyon jhuka liya muje dekh kar….
Najeeba ne ek baar sar utha kar meri taraf dekha aur phir nazare jhuka
lee….aur bina kuch bole jane lagee….main door ke pass khada tha…
jaise hee wo mere pass se gujarane lagee toh, maine uska hath pakad
liya….ye pehali daffa tha jab maine najeeba ko chua tha….isse pehale
maine kabhi najeeba ko touch tak nahi kiya tha….aur jab maine uska
hath pakada toh, uska poora jisam kanap gaya…jise maine saaf
mahsoos kar paa raha tha..lekin usne mere hath se apna hath churwane
ke kosish nahi kee…. Usne mere ankho main jhanka aur ladkhadati awaz
main boli….”jee…” usne phir se nazare jhuka lee….”najeeba muje tumse
jaroori baat kehani hai…” maine apne ander himmat jutate hue
kaha….”jee kahaye….”
Mai: jao pehale chai pee aao….baad main baat karte hai….
Maine najeeba ka hath chor diya…aur apni tshirt aur half pent utha kar
pehane laga… najeeba bahar jaa chuki thee…maine kapdhe pehane aur
chai peene laga….nov ka mahina shuru hua tha….humara gaon ke
asspaas ke ilake main bhut sari nehare behati thee…isliye sardi abhi se
badh chuki thee…chai peene ke baad maine khali cup uthaya aur kitchen main chala gaya…waha khali cup rakh kar ooper chhat par chala gaya…
aur chhat par jaha se sehan nazar aata hai….waha diwar ke pass khada
ho gaya…thodi der baad muje najeeba apne room se bahar nikalati hui
dikhai dee…jaise hee wo bahar aye toh, uski nazar fori tor par ooper
padhi….aur jab humare nazare mili toh, muje yaad aya ki, maine najeeba
ko baat karne ke liye kamare main bulaya tha…
Mai soch raha tha ki, maine najeeba ko bula toh liya tha….lekin abb usse
baat kiya karun…kaise baat shuru karun…kya kahun….kaise words use
karun….ki use bura bhee naa lage…ho sakta hai jo main soch raha
hun….aisa kuch bhee uske jehan main ho hee naa…aur wo sab mera
weham ho…kahi najeeba mujse naraz naa ho jaye…abbu toh iss
mamale main shuru se bhut jalim rahe hai…..wo toh muje kabhi nahi
bakshenge. Agar najeeba ne kuch abbu yaan apni ammi ko bol
diya….main maan hee maan soch raha tha ki, dekhata hun ki najeeba
mujse baat karne ke liye ooper chhat par aati hai… yaan nahi…agar wo
chhat par khud aa jaye toh, kam se kam 10 % chance toh banate hai ki,
main jo soch raha hun…wo theek hai….lekin usse baat kiya
karunga….bhut sochane samajane ke baad muje bilakhir ek rasta mil
hee gaya….
Wo rasta bhale hee lamba tha….lekin uss raste par safar karke muje
apni manzil tak phunchane main madad jaroor mil sakati thee…abhi main
yahi sab soch raha tha ki, muje najeeba nazar aye….isse pehale ki wo
ooper dekhati….mai peeche hat gaya… aur charpai par beth gaya…
humara ghar ki chhat padosh ke gharo se koi 3-4 foot unchi thee…aur
charo taraf abbu ne 5-5 foot unchi boundry banai hui thee…sirf sehan ki
taraf wali boundry 4 foot ki thee…kyon ki humare ghar ke samane khet
thee…isliye kheton se kissi ko bhee humari chhat nazar nahi aati thee…
main charpai par betha hua najeeba ka dhadakate hue dil ke sath intjaar
kar raha tha….
Uske ooper ki taraf aate hue kadamo ki ahaat bhee main saaf sun paa
raha tha….aur phir jaise hee wo ooper aye toh, main uska husan dekh
kar ek dum dhang reh gaya.. najeeba ne apne baalon ko khula chora hua
tha…halki ooper abb andhera chaane laga tha….lekin phir bhee main
use saaf dekh paa raha tha…wo abhi bhee orange color ke kameez aur
white color ke salwar pehane hue thee..wo mere samane aakar khadi ho
gaye…”aap ko mujse koi baat karni thee…” usne nazare jhukate hue
kaha….” Haan betho….” Maine charpai ki taraf ishara karte hue
kaha….toh wo mere bikul pass main beth gaye…wo bhee meri tarah
thoda nervous feel kar rahi thee…usne apne hatho ko apne thighs (rano ) ke ooper ghutno ke pass rakha hua tha…aur apne hatho ke unglyon ko
aaps main masal rahi thee….
Maine himmat karke jaise hee uske hath ke ooper apna hath rakha toh,
usne chonkate hue ek baar meri taraf dekha aur phir se nazare jhuka
lee…usne apne hathon ki unglyon ko alag kiya…jo thodi der pehale ulaji
hui thee…muje aisa lag raha tha ki, najeeba ne issliye apni hatho ko alag
kiya tha…tanki main uske hath ko apne hath main le sakun….maine uske
naram hath ko apne hath main liya aur uski taraf dekhate hue bola….” I
am really sorry najeeba…main bhut bura insaan hun…” main abb
najeeba ka reaction janna chatha tha..isliye chup ho gaya…”kiss liye…
aur aapko kisne kaha ki aap bure insaan hai….”
Mai: tumane….
Najeeba: kya maine…?
Mai: haan tumane kaha….
Najeeba: muj par itana bade gunah ka iljaam toh naa lagain…maine kab
kaha… (najeeba ka chehara utar chukka tha…wo abb bhee nazare
jhukaye hue bethi thee… agar main use kuch aur keh deta….toh shayad
wo rona shuru kar deti….)
Mai: mera matlab hai ki tumne bhale hee naa kaha ho….lekin tumhari
acchai ne muje iss baat ka yakeen dila diya hai ki, main kitana bura
insaan hun…aur tum kitani nek dil ho…jo mere har kadawi baaton ko
bhula kar hamesha mera dhayan rakhati aye ho… maine tumhe aur
tumhari ammi ko kya kya kuch nahi kaha…aur tum ne har uss waqt mera
sath diya…jab muje kissi apne ke sahare ke jaroorat hoti thee…muje
yaad hai.. jab main tum par gussa karta tha…tab bhee tumane mujse
narazgi nahi dikhai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho…
Maine dekha ki najeeba bade gore se meri taraf dekh rahi thee….aise
jaise use yakeen naa ho raha ki, jo wo sun rahi hai..wo sare alfaaz main
khud bol raha hun..yaan koi aur. “aap ko kya ho gaya….aaj aap aise baat
kyon kar rahe hai…?” nazeeba ke chehare ki ranagat abhi bhee uddi hui
thee….”kuch nahi….aaj jab main tumahre samane underwear main
khada tha…toh muje laga ki, tum mujse sakhati se naraz ho jaoge. Lekin
jaise tumane react kiya aur maamle ko sambhala….muje yakeen ho gaya
ki, mai aaj tak tumhare sath jaydaati karta aa raha hun….”
Najeeba: abb bas karain….main naa kabhi aapse pehale naraz hui
thee….aur naa agge kabhi hona hai….abb aise sad mood main naa
rahain….mood theek kar lejaye…
Mai: ok miss najeeba….(maine najeeba ka hath chorate hue kaha…)
lekin meri baat ek dum sach hai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho….aur….. Muje ahsaas hua ki, main kuch jayada hee bolane wala tha…lekin abb
najeeba ko bhee iss baat ka andaza ho gaya tha…”aur kya mr.
sameer….” Najeeba ne charpai se khade hote hue kaha…aur mere
samane akar khadi ho gaye…mai bhee charpai se khada ho gaya…”aur
khubsurat bhee….” Mere baat sunate hee najeeba ne Sharma kar nazare
jhuka lee….wo boli toh kuch naa…lekin uske honto par aye hui muskan
bhut kuch bayan kar rahi thee…
Raat ho chuki thee….abbu aur meri souteli ammi ghar aa chuke the…
main apni souteli maa nazia se kam hee baat karta tha….jab tak jaroori
kaam naa hota, main unse baat karane se parhej karta…main apne
kamare main betha study kar raha tha…ki najeeba muje khanne ke liye
bulane aye….toh maine use ye keh kar mana kar diya ki, muje abhi
bookh nahi hai….jab bhookh hogi main khud kitchen se khanna lekar kha
lunga…. Najeeba wapis chali gaye….mai phir se study main lag gaya…
kal Sunday tha….issliye sone ki jaladi nahi thee….abbu khanna kha kar
ek baar mere room main aye….
Abbu: tumhari padhai kaise chal rahi hai….?
Mai: jee theek chal rahi hai….
Abbu: dekho sameer iss baar tumhare board ke exam hai….agale saal
tumhara admission collage main hoga…aur main chatha hun ki, tumhara
admission kissi acche collage main ho….
Mai: jee abbu kosish toh mere bhe yahi hai…
Abbu: accha ye baato ki 12th ke baad tumane karne ka kya socha hai…
Mai: abbu main soch raha hun ki, main 12th ke baad se government job
ke liye try karna shuru kar dun….agar mili toh theek nahi mili toh study
continue karunga..aur agar mil gaye toh, sath main private graduation kar
lunga…
Abbu: accha soch rahe…chalo theek hai….tum padhai karo…
Ye keh kar abbu bahar chale gaye….abbu apne room main ja chuke
thee…najeeba aur apni ammi ke sath kitchen main bartan wahegaraha
saaf kar rahi thee…kareeb adhe ghanate baad wo dono bhee kaam
khatam karke apne room main chali gaye..maine apni books band ke aur
uth kar kitchen main chala gaya….apne liye thali main khanna daala aur
pani ke bottle aur ek glass lekar apne room main aa gaya….khanna
khane ke baad main bed par lait gaya…dophar ko bhee aaj so gaya
tha….isliye neend ka koi atapata nahi tha…maine aise hee khalyon main
laita hua tha ki, muje wo din yaad aa gaye…jab abbu ke kehane par
maine farook chacha ke ghar jana shuru kiya tha…
Muje farook chacha ke ghar jate hue kuch din gujar chuke thee….tab
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